loves nicole alyssa pama

17th June 2010

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sweetie

Dear Nicole Alyssa Pama,

I’m watching the laker game in austin texas. I know asian in texas not really what you see everyday.  But honestly I’ve seen a lot of asians. not a lot but more than I thought I would. haha. i love your posts all of them. i enjoy stalking you everyday even if you don’t always realize it. but usually you do only because i tell you a lot of the times when I do.  I love with with my whole <3 and always will no matter what happens between us babe I will always love you. I just wanted to let you know that i think about you every second of the day. i dream about you every night. even though I don’t always tell you I always do. LIKE EVERY NIGHT!!! haha please don’t think I’m weird or a freak. even though sometimes I am. well like since I’m in texas I’ve realize how much I love you and need you.  Every second I’m not near you I just think about you and being with you.  I want to spend my whole life with you no matter what it takes.  I am willing to sacrifice anything for you. I mean everything.  Sometimes I think about all these boys and just makes me feel scared that you may find a better man than me. I constantly realize that there are 12038289389382910189325 other men in the world that would die for your love. Just like I would die for your love.  I’m so scared to lose you/not be with you. Please don’t do anything that could hurt my heart and feelings because I really do love you. Like this much. wait no this much. actually this much.  Well now as you know right now, the laker game is super close and we have the rest of our life to root on the lakers as they win more and more championships. because we have the rest of our lives together.  I can honestly say that you complete me and make me super duper duper happy like this much. well this is my first post in like 10 years and I would only do it for you sweetie.

<3 your bf

27th April 2010

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nicolefaced:

if the world decided to be destructive tomo.

would you regret falling asleep leaving things the way they are.

would u?

Source: nicolefaced

27th April 2010

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i feel like something is wrong and something is wrong. its been hard these past fews days to think about all this because it just makes me sad. i feel something bad coming up but i dont want it to come. please help me stop this from happening because i truly love you. i want you to know that. i dont want us to end. i want us to be together.

you know what im like. when i walk away from you its not because i want to thats just me. i want you to know that. i fucked up big time and i want to get through this with you. i wished i could go back in time and realize i shud have told you but i cant so i am just going to live in the present.  

please understand i truly love you.